I just ate... And now I feel like if I don't get rid of it I'm going to be fucking fat for fucking ever.
So I'm going to go to the gym for a few hours and I'm GOING TO burn it all off...
God. If eating makes me feel this guilty and sick, why must I do it? Why does my stomach get to dictate whether or not I eat? Shouldn't it be my brain that makes the decisions???
I HATE FOOD.
Imma go kill myself on a treadmill for a couple hours. food sucks ass.
hope you're all doing better than I am today.
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