So I have met my two best friends in the whole wide world...
Cigarettes, and Coffee, but Coffee sometimes likes to be called Caffeine Pills. The pills have messed up my appetite, so I haven't been eating as much lately, and I haven't gained anything...
I won't be able to weigh until Monday, when I go to the gym [cuz I have my CNA class from 8 to 6 on both Saturday and Sunday...] So, tomorrow is my only day off. It really sucks... I want to go running tonight, but madre will not allow me to go outside... I want to go outside sooooo badly right now... I think I might go out and jump on my trampoline lol.
Sad night... Boyfriend is closing at work, and will not be off till like 11 or 12... So he's just gonna go home afterward... I hate it that he works so much... But at the same time, I know it's good for us to not be together ALL the time.
We have gone two weeks without sex....... DIFFICULT.... But I keep myself from throwing myself at him because
A] I like being able to wake up next to him naked in the mornings, and he won't be able to sleep over again for a couple weeks because of his job.
and
B] I want to be a lot skinnier before he sees me naked again. I've lost 5 pounds since the last time we had sex, so that's a slight change.
But for those of you who are nymphos like me... you know how upsetting it can be to go this long without sex.
Sorry for the TMI, just a little something I have been inwardly complaining about for... well, since the day after we slept together... I would very much like to have sex every day if it was possible... but Alas, neither his schedule, nor mine, will allow for it.
Oh, dear lord. I want to be skinny so damned bad that I can nearly feel my bones poking out.
Love you, girls, Stay Strong =]
You will be skinny :] You will stay strong and think thin and be gorgeous and float on air, light as a feather! And lemme tell you, bones poking out is a feeling like no other. My hip bones and ribs show when I wear a tight t-shirt now <3
ReplyDeleteurnot the only one who likes sex like that trust me
ReplyDeletebut i know what u mean i only c my boy once a week so its hard but we manage
o i miss cigs i quit though
but keep up the great work hun u can do it
Heey i'm a new follower :-) keep up the good work! Caffeine and cigarettes are also my best friends :) keep up the good work, H x
ReplyDeleteHaha I have LIVED on coffee this week, I know your pain lol
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the BF. Since I have lostl ike 30 pounds, it feels soooo much better being naked. Although I still have far to go, every pound just feels that much better. And when I still feel fat, I just say, well, at least I lost 5 pounds!! haha
Enjoy your sex when you get it!!
Lilah