My fast failed from the other day... So starting right now, 9:00 pm, I am beginning a water-only fast that will last [hopefully] until this coming thursday... Possibly longer, if I have the self control.
I am super ultra determined to get thin..
Today, my sister went on an angry rant about how our relationship is completely one-sided. "She tells me everything and I tell her nothing" kind of thing...
And All of this was because I wouldn't play a video game with her... Wow.
So I couldn't just blow her off, that would have proved her right..
I asked her what she wanted to know about me.
Big mistake.
She asked about how skinny I want to be, [because she knows I have body image issues.. its difficult to hide those things..]
I told her that I want to weigh somewhere between 110 and 105.
Well, she took it upon herself to go exactly one pound below my goal weight...
104
yeah..
She is so DAMN competitive... so I'm going to win, and she can't do anything to stop me =P
I am not going to base my weight loss solely on how small she is... That would be ridiculous..
I just am going to reach my goal weight and look fabulous, and then, when I'm comfortable with myself, she can't one-up me =P.
So did any of you check out that website? It's AWESOME, huh!?
It's like all the proof you need to convince yourself that you're doing more good than anything.
The only negative thing about fasting is muscle loss... but you can ALWAYS rebuild muscle. It's not gone forever =]
I love you guys, =] and stay strong!
that website was amazing :) certainly made me feel better about wanting to fast! i won't be so afraid of bad side effects now.
ReplyDeletehaha you're relationship with your sisters sounds EXACTLY like the one with mine. we have these massive blow-ups over NOTHING and she's super competitive with me (middle child syndrome to the extreme). thing is she's been getting a lot skinnier but i've always been the skinnier sister so she's motivating me right now coz i want to be beat her lol. whatever makes it happen, i guess!
xx
ima check the website out soon promise
ReplyDeleteand wow ur sis blew up over that damn
good luck withur fast hunny