I'm tired as fuck, and today at lunch, some stupid bitch hit us getting off the freeway.
Thus, my back is having muscle spasms that hurt like a bitch, and I now have had to get a shit ton of prescriptions like muscle relaxers and some anti-inflammatory shit.
It hurts =/
I also need to not sleep so much. I can hardly go seven hours without sleep, or feeling extremely tired. I don't know why, it's just how it's been for about two years now.
I've had one piece of cherry pie today [450]
This was two hours ago, so I'm down to 302 calories and I'm not gonna eat anything too major until I'm securely in the negatives. I weighed at the doctor today, and with clothes on, and my phone in my pocket, I weighed 185... Even though I know I, myself, weigh less than that, I couldn't help but become a little discouraged.
I really want this to work, but with my back injury, I don't see how I can work out. Even walking slowly hurts like a motherfucker. I guess I just need to make sure I'm staying in the negatives and I'll hopefully be okay. I just hope to high heaven that when this back injury shit is over i don't get on the scale and find out I've gained another fifty thousand pounds...
It wont happen.... it wont it wont it wont it wont it wont it wont it wont it wont... IT WONT
Maybe if I say it enough, it will make it happen lol...
I'm off to read your blogs and leave a comment here and there =]
love you!
xoxo
Oh wow, was everyone okay in the accident? D:
ReplyDeleteI've always needed a lot of sleep too.
Doctors weigh-ins are always discouraging because we're so used to weighing in early in the morning and for me minimal clothing on :P
I hope your back heals quickly!
<3
wow heal quickly hun back problmes are a bitch trust me i know
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