Saturday, March 5, 2011

Dear Ana,

Today, too has been awful...
I'm turning this around right fucking now!
I hate feeling this way.
Every time my fat brain puts food into my head, I'll remember how terrible and disgusting I feel right now.
I WILL do this. I have to.
I will not go through graduation as the fat whale I am today.
I'll really need your support in the coming days, Ladies.
I'm starting my ABC over again and I'm GOING to stick to it!
I did so well the first day, but then I started to slip and here I am at the third day and I've caved over and over again.
This will work. I will make it work.
ICanDoIt--ICanDoIt--ICanDoIt
I'm running through all my reasons to want this so badly right now to keep myself away from food.
You might see a shit ton of posts over the next little while as I try to keep myself under control, but at least I'll be keeping you posted and *hopefully* entertained.
AND, I'm going to try to post a Thinspo at the end of every post.
If I forget, I'll make the next one twice as long lol
So here's the first one, and Wish me Luck, Ladies!





















































































































































...May we all be delicate and breakable like pixies and faeries...


































































2 comments:

  1. You can do it babe. I believe in you. Im fasting till dinner tomorrow becuase i've been pitiful today. Hope we do well xx

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