Friday, March 4, 2011

Dear Ana,

Well.
I suck.
I don't fucking know what my problem is.
But I'm not eating for the rest of today.
Whether my fat ass likes it or not.
I'm definitely going to take the dogs for a walk later today, and hopefully burn off some of the calories I should have burned at the gym...
But did I go to the gym??
Of course I bloody didn't!
Are you surprised?
Most definitely not.
Wanna know what I did instead?
I fell asleep and woke up with the appetite of a sumo wrestler...
I need something to make myself absolutely fear food.
I'm seriously contemplating undergoing electro-shock therapy.
I can't fucking stop eating.
And you are probably all thinking
"wow, her posts are all the same,"
I do not blame you, because it's true. They are.
All. The. Same.
I want to cry.

3 comments:

  1. If you believe we think this, then you know what to do? TURN IT AROUND.
    Just stop. Sit somewhere away from food, and eveytime you think of getting food, just don't. Just don't move. And everytime someone asks you if you want food, say no. Just don't open your mouth.
    You CAN do it. <3

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  2. u can change it but u gotta try and u cant just give up and be pissed at urself just do it exrcise eat less just do it

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  3. It must be the moon cycle of something, 'cause I've been the same way this whole week. But we can rise above it!! <3 Better days lie ahead.

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