Dear Ana,

Well, don't be surprised.
Boyfriend wanted food, and guess what I did???
That's right. I ate it.
Kind of sad that I didn't even make it 24 hours.
Oh well.
Mama found a new diet called the Rice Diet, and I'm thinking of doing that.
In it most women lost around 20 pounds in the first month, and then after that it was an average of 4 pounds or more per week.
I'm thinking of trying it out. I can't hurt anything, and if I don't lose all the weight everyone else did, it doesn't matter. At least I'll be losing.
I'm sick of being on this fucking plateau.
First it was 143/144
Then it was 152/153
And now it's 176/177
It's like as the years got bigger, so did I.

So now, I'm going to do this diet and I'll have my mom and sister to support me and help me out.
I'm so desperate right now, I'll try anything.

Rave Girl Thinspo