Friday, March 25, 2011

Dear Ana,

I'm afraid to weigh...
I've been naughty... well, I was naughty yesterday.
I haven't eaten yet today... I know I sound like a broken record, but I really want to keep it that way.
Again, I know I've said this before, but if I allow myself to eat anything, I end up eating everything.
I managed to get my hands on some pills containing Ephedra. It's supposed to be like super at aiding in weight loss. Plus it has extracts from the Hoodia cactus in it, which is apparently a strong appetite suppressant.
So far, it has worked like a miracle. Only problem is that I get really hyper and jittery whenever I take more than one at a time. Which I probably should stop doing lol.
If any of you are willing to put up with me, I'm afraid today is going to turn into one of my multiple posts to keep me strong days.
Hope you don't mind =]
Thinspo



























































































































The Olsen Twins are so beautiful.. They've been like my idols since I was like 5 years old watching their slumber party and mystery videos.
They are my inspiration =]
Someday, I hope to be as successful and beautiful as they are

3 comments:

  1. i know the feeling of getting to the middle of the day empty&being scared to eat. when i get halfway through a day&realize i haven't eaten, i go for coffee/tea/vitamin water zero/veggies. so, take one at a time then? i've thought about sorting out&finding pills to help me out but i've been a bit overboard with meds in the past so i'm hesitant. anyway, stay strong darling. you can post a thousand times a day if you like.
    xoxo
    zette
    p.s. i love your 51 reasons at the bottom of your blog. i read them every time i read one of your posts.

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  2. i love the olsen twins too! I used to watch Two of a Kind and all of their movies!!! stay strong! tomorrow i am attempting a fast...!

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  3. omg yes i use to watch all there moives adn everythign as well

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